On a not so different note, I have changed a lot these past few years. You see, back then in 2011, I was someone else. As I grew up, I myself realize that some things in my life need to change. My mind changes, I am no longer assume the worst of someone before actually getting know them like I did back when I got into my new class last year. My personality changes, my music preferences change and almost all the things just don't stay the same. My cat died a couple months ago, I prefer wearing tudung bawal than shawl these days, I love wearing baju kurung. What I'm trying to say is, nothing ever stays the same.
Thank you 2012 for whispering to me daily that I will get through the year and helping me get up everyday. Thank you to the friends that I still have. Thank you to the friends that I made last year. Thank you to the friends that left. Because without these things, I wouldn't be what I am today and I probably wouldn't see what I see now and I probably wouldn't realize things I do now. I don't really make resolutions because I myself am not sure what to expect of the year so I don't want to fail myself. And for me, things I plan don't go as good as I want them to compared to the things that I don't plan. So yeah I don't really actually plan out everything. I don't want to raise expectations and as I have said, I hate failing myself.
Thank you God for allowing me to live to see 2013.